Sometimes I wonder. I wonder if I deserved what you did to me oh so long ago. I wonder if you realized how badly you screwed me up. I wonder also where I'd be without you.
Some days I regret everything with you, giving you all of me, letting you slowly break me down day by day, staying with you for so long, and then going back to you for months and months. It was today, in HIS arms that I realized how impossible that would be. Everything happens for a reason. I brushed shoulders with Trey for three years before actually coming in contact with him face to face. He saved my car because you were your typical self, too selfish to help me out again. (Yes, I am referring to "Battles" written on 10-17-08) You left me a week later broken and searching for anybody who gave me the time of day. I never would have fallen for Alex leading to mine and Trey's conversations. Alex wouldn't have rejected me without your sound advice of choosing friendship with you or something more with me. It was Trey that got me through, saying that I'd find someone who truly appreciated me and thought I was everything. He was there all the times you texted, making me feel worthless, and he reassured me that I was worth everything in his eyes. After you left, I also grew closer with the best friend I only dreamt about, now my sister. She picked me up like no other guy could that very next morning. Something I would never have found had we not been together and subsequently broken up.
I'm the person I am today because of everybody I've ever known, even you, probably you more so than almost everyone before this point.
I won't thank you for hurting me, maybe for this realization though. You've changed me through the good and the bad and lead me to this point. It's only taken a year for me to figure that out. You are my past, but you remain with me in the present as much as I wish you didn't, I'm glad you do because I found who I am supposed to be and who I am supposed to stay with.
7 comments:
why is everything about casey with you? it's over. please leave it in the past. trey is the present... not casey.
shut it, it's a big deal.
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I do believe this is MY blog. I don't know who you are, but you're annoying. I write about stuff I've been thinking about. Stop reading my blog then.
oh wah wah wah wah wah danielle. since you've paid your way into a sorWHOREity you'v gotten sooo much attitude chill. go suck o ntrey's dick
what the eff. leave her alone damn it. how immature can you get, finding people's blogs and commenting anonymously just to be a bitch. that's REAL COOL. gold star on the cool chart, fucking loser. get a life.
Alright seriously? Fuck off. I don't know who you are but knock this shit off or grow some balls and tell me who you are. My number is 480-522-9160. Feel free to call me or text me and tell me why you felt you need to be an asshole to my girlfriend. And why you need to say shit like "go suck o ntrey's dick". Fuck you and leave her alone
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