sisterface.

I don't think I've ever been more scared than I was around this time yesterday. I woke up to weird number calling me and let it go to voice mail. A typical move on my part. And of course, they LEFT a voice mail, which to me is like stabbing me because I hate checking that crap. The only one who ever usually does is Emily, to piss me off. I pressed 1 on speed dial and entered my password. "Hey Danielle, it's Emily's stepmom, Kim. Don't worry she's okay..." The tears poured out of my eyes immediately. My best friend was in the hospital and there was nothing, at all, that I could do about it.

I talk about Em quite frequently on here. She's a huge part of my life. The one single girl friend that has never left or betrayed me. I guess to some people the length of time you've been friends with someone seems to be everything. I've known her since her freshman year, my sophomore, so like almost three years. We've been best friends since probably the middle of my junior year. We've been sisters since the beginning of this year. But time honestly means nothing to me. Actions and words and her heart mean the most. I trust her more than anyone. She understands and listens to me like nobody else. She has a heart bigger than I can even explain. She has trust and mercy more than I will have in a lifetime. We've been through the same crap and somehow gotten each other through it. She's my rock, my angel, my best friend, and my banana nut muffin sisterface. Losing her would be the worst thing in the whole world. That call shook my world and made me a crazy emotional mess, more so than usual. Because losing her felt like it was actually possible.

I just want her to know that I'm really there for her. Not like the people who are just pretending because she's hurt, so they do not feel guilty or whatever. But I 100% want the best for her because she's my sister. It's not something I can truly explain, but when you see us together or see our conversations, you just know.

Oh yes and I've decided her and I are definitely Peyton and Brooke from One Tree Hill for reals. Thank you Summer OTH addiction :)

"Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along. " - Bride Wars



"A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends don't carry knives, they carry scissors in their glove compartment." - Me & Someone else who forgot that last part. :)