Thursday, June 4

people are people.

1) I don't know who you are anymore. I don't think you know me either. I did this the wrong way, yes, but I can't have you in my life. You've changed. Good luck and I'll always cherish the memories we had. You got me through a lot and I'll always be grateful.

2) Texting you on your birthday was the single greatest thing ever. You're back in my life and I feel like we have a better friendship now. I love your advice and optimism, even if you don't see it. You're a beautiful person inside and out. One day, we'll meet God willing. You keep me strong.

3) I miss you more than I can begin to explain. My first summer without you. How strange and difficult. Your texts break my heart, but slowly put it back together.

4) My light. You get me through everyday even when I'm not with you. We have a bond that will never be broken. We've seen each other through everything in this tough tough year. You're such an inspiration. Never forget you deserve the world and more.

5) I'm so glad I found a girl who doesn't like bitchy skanks just like me. I love being the only girls in the gang. You make everything more fun.

6) Thank God you're moving back to Chandler. Youtube misses us. :)

7) I'm so glad we put the past behind us. We're gonna have a great friendship and I'm so so excited. You're such a doll.

8) It's so so hard to watch you hurt and be upset. I get where you're coming from, I'd be devastated too. Everything will get better and I'll always be here for you.

9) DON'T GO BACK TO SCOTLAND. YOU'RE TOO MUCH FUN AND I'M GONNA MISS THE HECK OUT OF YOU. :(

10) I used to wish that you'd see me as more than friend, but I realized you probably weren't worth it anyway despite the fact that my mom thinks we'd make a cute couple. Oh well. Good luck in life, you're gonna go far, very Patrick Dempsey-esque.

11) You make me light up. I love your teddy bear arms. I'm so glad you jumped my hopeless Bug all those months ago.

12) Mixed signals & an attitude = BIG NO-NO

13) I miss the way you used to give advice and listen to me and genuinely care about me. I don't know what happened. But every time I randomly see you, it makes me miss you more as a close close friend. Your hugs still top everybody else's.

14) I look back on our pictures and wish we had more of those moments. You were a huge part of my life. Come back girl. Your tweets and blogs continue to reaffirm my belief that we both haven't changed and I'm so so glad because you're still so freakin' cool.

Felt like venting. It's my feelings. Don't try and guess. This isn't a facebook note.

3 comments:

Em, duh. said...

"very Patrick Dempsey-esque"
hahahaha oh god i love you :)

Elle said...

You're the only one who will understand that :)

Em, duh. said...

hahahah gotta love it :)