falling out.

It's quite strange how people you know become people you knew. Best friends become strangers. I've had very few friendships end because of a fight. Most are just the fleeting kind, great, but also temporary. A rare few are forever. I know I get quite comfortable letting people go, just slowly allowing them space and then hoping for the same on my part. I don't realize that me ignoring texts or calls is a complete disregard for them. I am constantly hurt when people do that to me, but more and more I find myself not needing people anymore. Some because of their negative influence, but most because we just are different people now. I don't regret letting people slip through my fingers, but I think I might regret how I did it. Friendships are really great things when treated with care. They shouldn't be burdens, I just I don't think some people are meant to be in my life anymore or else we'd still be just as close. It's not fun though when you see someone you once were close with in the hallway and you desperately wish to tell them the latest news until you realize you haven't spoken in what, months, maybe over a year. Strange. I miss the days when you used to have initials in your AIM profile of the people you shared secrets, fears, insider jokes, and love with.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season.