Yes, I am still grounded so I've had A LOT of time to myself. But honestly I've loved it, being able to think, try yoga (epic fail), and read so much. :) I discovered yoga in the strangest way. I was in Barnes and Noble in the discounted weird book/kits section where they have like make your own sock puppets and teach your baby sign language stuff where I stumbled upon a kit with a book and DVD on beginning yoga for 9.99 WITH a 10% discount for members. Of course, me, Barnes and Noble's most valuable customer has a membership, so it was under 10 bucks and I bought it. Haha. It was actually one of the most relaxing things I've ever done. I was good at the breathing and the closing your eyes, but the poses, not so much. I've lost most of my dance flexibility so it was a stretch, literally, to do some of the poses especially the ones (TREE & EAGLE) requiring epic balance and focus, two things I do not have. But anyways, yoga was just a part of becoming happy and stable.
After much talk, a situation, one very known to the blog, was resolved. Him and I have reached a stopping point on mutual agreement. Mostly because of my parents, but it was the push I believe I needed. It cleared my mind for new opportunities, great opportunities and I'll leave it at that for now. ;)
But I'm stable and happy and content. It's strange how being under house arrest for over a week really clears you because you have nothing to do, but sort out your issues haha. I'm VERY excited to go back to school next week, not that I haven't enjoyed the Jessica Darling book marathons, I just would like some human contact other than my family. I'm hoping this happiness remains. I believe it will.
“True stability results when presumed order and presumed disorder are balanced. A truly stable system expects the unexpected, is prepared to be disrupted, waits to be transformed.”
1 comment:
awh, yay! i'm happy for you. that was what you needed. see, god had a plan girlfriend :)
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