Wednesday, November 12

disconnected.

I am currently disconnected from the cellular society at the moment. After my laziness, I have now lost the "privilege" of having a phone. UGHHH. It's this stupid little thing that makes me feel so happy because I get to talk to everybody I want to whenever I want to in a matter of seconds. But maybe these few days will be good thinking days. Maybe? :) I'm praying. I'm currently immersing myself in Taylor Swift's new album Fearless. It's AMAZING. :) She's basically me with musical ability. Her lyrics honestly speak to me, no matter how cheesy that sounds. She gets me better than a lot of my friends. It's amazing how people you've never even met KNOW you like Rach & Taylor Swift haha. I love the way God places people like them in your life in weird ways. :) I will continue to update this blog even in my disconnected days. Okay I'm totally over exaggerating I get my phone back Sunday, but I still feel like I'm missing a part of me like an extra limb. I'm pathetic. :)

Taylor Swift's song White Horse is basically my life theme song these days. (Thanks Em for that one)

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now


I wished yesterday, on 11/11 at 11:11 P.M. for my prince. :) If you're out there, COME ASAP, k cool.
I'm so ready for change, excitement, and new possibilities.

2 comments:

Rachel Dawson said...

okay well #1- i love you.
#2- i love taylor swift.
and #3- i HATE not having a phone
and oh wait, #4- i hate YOU not having a phone because i cant talk to you
:(((

Elle said...

#1 I love YOU!
#2 I'm SO glad I got my phone back
#3 I'm SO SO SO psyched we're gonna write.

:)