"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him 'Immanuel' —which means, 'God with us.' " - Matthew 1:23
God works in the most incredible ways. It never ceases to amaze me. I'm sure its obvious that I'm still hurting, but after church yesterday I realized many things. One of these being that in the hardest times is when God's works are truly seen.
At church we sang an amazing song right before communion.
At the wonderful tragic mysterious tree
On that beautiful scandalous night you and me
Were atoned by His blood and forever washed white
On that beautiful scandalous night
As communion began, our worship leader quoted that verse above. Something clicked. God is with us. Always. I keep thinking I'm so alone and lost, but truly I'm not. He suffered way worse than I can even comprehend because He loves me unconditionally. He will never forsake me even in the dark valley I am in right now, He is still the light guiding me. I am desperately craving love right now and that love is God's. I haven't cried since. I'm going to let my heart be so lost in God that a man will have to seek Him to find me. But as of this moment, I will be content in being single and without a boy to love me because I have God always with me. (: <3
P.S. Happy Birthdayyy Sammi Jo Saunders! :) I love you so much.
P.P.S. 24 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS (:
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